Thursday, September 2, 2010

♥ For Him ♥


salam lailatulqodar.
xterasa kan bulan ramadhan sdh mo berakhir.
pejam celik pejam celik smpi bln september sdh.
sweet september.
cepatnya masa berlalu.
bagai semalam br ja aku masuk upsi.
sedar xsedar sdh mo hbs sem 3.


this night i feel so sad. :(
 every night b4 sleep i always remember him.
i am very alone n very tired of this.
sometime i cried for him.
im not strong enough to forget about him.
im trying hard.hard n harder.
but i still cant.
too bad right??

i miss everything about him
every single time i miss him soo much.
i dont know wat can i do right now, after a wik n few month after this.
still crying??  begging to him?? crazy?? die?? 
i dont know.
stop ask me.

forget him.
its not easy la.
biar bratus2. bjuta2. bbilion2 org suru aku lupakan dia pun aku masi lg xble.
ckap mmg la senang kan. like piece of cake.
but to do it need a strenght. a lot of strenght.
kekuatan holistik.
fizikal. rohani n plg penting emosi.

its so hard.
its not an easy.
its hurting. :( 
aku yg rasa. aku yg tangung suma ni.
bkn ko. kmu. anda. kalian.
but me. i. myself.
kamu pndi la ckp "sdh la 2 linda.cukup ja la.stop crying."
aku yg rasa deritanya ni.
mcm mau tcabut ja jasad n nyawa ku ni.
seperti d tikam hidup2.
aku rasa mcm mo p mati ja skrg ni.
but its not the solution kan.
sakit. pedih. sedih. pilu. kecewa.
sob..sob..sob..

i missing u every single second its killing me inside.
how can i tell u that i really miss u??
seriously. my tears cant stop thinking of u.
i need u for this moment.

mcm org gilak kan bgni....










8 orang hebat..:

apik pehe said...

rileks yer.
jangn sedih2..
x comey nnti..

LiNdA ZaiN's said...

thanks apik... i will try it..=)

taqie said...

linda.. we're in the sme boat..taqie phm pe yg linda ase.. sbr ek.. :')

LiNdA ZaiN's said...

tq taqie...taqie pun sabar tau....=)

mazeermohamad said...

sabar yaaa~ hehehe! ku kan ada! kih3!

LiNdA ZaiN's said...

ya lorh reezam...hihi...=)

mazeermohamad said...

NDAK~ woaaaaaah!!! (T.T) sedihnyaaaa!!!

LiNdA ZaiN's said...

jgn ba ko sedih2....hihi..ok jak ba 2...